Saturday 3 August 2013

Exist!

Up until now , bureaucracy seemed like the top game in the country . Turns out it actually is a life long fight against the system if you want to  do it the right way.
Case in point being the latest tamassha over a certain suspension.
It got me to thinking. (you guessed the influence right ! )
what exactly should one pursue in order to find meaning.
Glamour has its pitfalls and that is an industry that doesnt treat outsiders very well. Nationalism is much like getting into research . After your entire life's work you are not necessarily going to get results to show for it.
Besides, is knowing in your own heart enough?
Aren't most human experiences, the sense of fulfillment , the concept of success, happiness , basically everything, linked intricately to other people's reactions. Be it their envy , their pride in you, flattery or criticism.
What then?
Career vs Family? You will be disppointed and succumb to the existential crisis . Its just a matter of when.
If we talk career , how do you decide on it.
All that you can do really is go with the flow and hope to not hate your life in another 10  years.
In the meanwhile enjoy what you have today. Its a little difficult when people you  care about are constantly nagging you with future worries but most definitely doable. Fun too.
Guess that answers everything hun? Wait till you have kids of your own!!