Lost in neverland!

I found this in my draft and thought what the he k I'll publish this too. I wrote it way back in June or July or something. So ya...




u might not have the career that you'd hoped for,you might not find your soulmate in your life partner or at all , you might have to consider a lot more than what you want for most of your life, you might be thrown into an unbearable condition with false promises ! (I should probably swap all the "might" in this text with "will"! But that's just life! You can sit and cry (silently or aloud!) or you can take matters in your own hand and get a life that's all your own! But see here's the catch! Sure there always is I mean ALWAYS is an option, but are you brave enough to make the choice! Infact , sometimes all that is required is some hard work on your part in order to get your independence , live the way you want to( well if not completely, at least be in a position to take major decisions yourself!) That might not stop other people from giving you crap but at least you'll be in a position to walk away when their volume rises beyond your liking! See, with me the problem is that I'm not inspired enough! And I desperately need to be! They say one who is enlightened is neither overjoyed by success nor ever depressed By failure, he keeps his calm and continues on the path of sincere hardwork ! Transcending all the momentary traps and never losing their faith in the supreme one. But am I willing to give up the moments when my heart fills up with joy and I have so much energy in me that I could bounce off to moon and back in order to avoid feeling so miserable that I totally forget how wonderful my life has been for the longest time . Whatever happens happens for a reason. Right? Right. And I know the reason here! I know it's a temporary glitch and I just have to be patient but there.,,,right there you see! Patience! I have none! So here I am eating an apple and hoping to be inspired !

Is there anything to life beyond a moment ?

A lot happens . In movies and in life. You live it , you love it, you hate it , you learn from it or you continue to be as stupid as you were before any of it happened. Regardless . Things happen.

Just like anyone else , things have been happening to me too. And with me the challenge is to live through them. Each day at a time. Tommorow will be another day. Thank you Scarlett O'Hara.
Sometimes it's like a constant that's goin on and on but seriously there had to be a point even for the most elastic situation where it will snap and change its form.
So wait . And wait. Develop patience if you don't have any.
Stay away from negative influences , from negative people . But before that look inside is it them or is it you who draws out the blues in everyone .

I don't know what I started out to write. I know I'm rambling. That's a curse. Or is it?
I used to think that I've always been honest with me. Bt do I really know that? Can anyone?
I guess it's transient like most other things. It's about a moment . You're honest in that moment. And that's probably the best that you can do.

Youre stuck . Stuck in a situation. Do you wait and see how it plays out . Or do you take a stand , make a choice n shift the scenario ? What is That point when you finally decide to do it? How long before you get active? Is there any right  answe for this question? It's all relative I know. But ......