The quest

may world be my conquest

but its not supermacy that i desire over the rest

let sun be my master and stars be my guide

for its the supreme one i believe in, nature i plan to abide

he has given me vision to be blinded by the beauty of his creation

abt what path i am to follow , i hav no notion

just find solace in the belief that life will culminate itself

its meaning be elucidated, its magic be whispered by the elf

hope is not my constant companion

and hoplessness is the preview of oblivion

but the shining light of love penetrates the abyss

revives me with the vitality of life, the life of a stolen kiss

my curve of growth is lined by doubts galore

adds fuel to my quest, my passion to my core

Trapped!

I am in a limbo. With   unpleasant surroundings. I wanna run but I can't. I wanna hide but I can't. I wanna face it but I can't see it. I look around desperate for a clue. I strain my eyes squinting them trying to bring my view in focus. But its foggy. All around. And I am suspended in the air. My feet not touching the ground. Unbearable pain shooting up from my spine encircling my ribs compressing my lungs smothering me. My heart wants to burst out from my chest to get away from the pain. Its thumping at a maddening pace against my chest adding to the intensity  of the pain. I open my mouth to scream but I hear no voice. I am screaming in my head. The blood vessel over my temple is pulsating threatening to rupture. And there is no one. Nothing.....that even has the mercy to give me a quick death.