Wondering!

Lots of time on my hands and lots of issues on my mind bring me here! I recently discovered that life in reality is no where close to the pink frilly version I've so adored! It's not all black either ! (no offence tarantino ! I like your movies!um ...so okay they are interesting! ) I mean I've known that it's mostly greys all around bt only in theory . I never quite related it to my own life . It was a concept that existed somewhere definitely not in my vicinity ! I'm learning otherwise yet trying to keep up my jest for life! I know I'll find a way! Meanwhile I can mull over all that is happening and human nature in general.